Something happened last night, and this morning... I don't have the strength right now to go into detail, and I don't know that it would be appropriate anyway, so I'm just going to say a few very vague things.
I feel like shit right now, but I think I'm finally moving on, for real this time. I'm almost relieved, but really depressed at the same time. I always knew that I would have to move on at some point, but I never thought it would suck so much the way that it does - it hurts to be moving on from him, and it hurts even more to have to give up on something that I believed in so much for so long. But I'm finally starting to realize what's best for the both of us.
nicole: 19-year-old LSU sophomore. biochemistry, pre-med. native new orleanian. starbucks barista. borderline alcoholic. addicted to facebook, red bull and vodka, and college football. a little neurotic, extremely indecisive, and often irresponsible.
